I'm not always sure what I should think about my life and the current status I find myself in. Take now for example. The messes I get myself into. I'm not always sure whether I should open my mouth and ask someone a question because I'm curious or just let it slide. It often makes things worse if I do open my mouth. I did last night and unfortunately it might have made things just more awkward.
I keep saying I should just keep my mouth shut because every time I open it I somehow find a way to get myself into trouble. I'm so good with words sometimes, but when it comes down to it I don't know how to use them. I damn well know what I want to say, but I never seem to be able to verbalize anything correctly and have the situation come out in my favor. Boo.
Oh well. I supposed I'm just used to it now. That's just who I am and I cannot change that. So why should I try?
I feel like Alice when she's in Underland (the correct name of Wonderland hehe). It's quite interesting. I feel like I'm in a dream, but nothing is going right which doesn't make sense. It's my dream! But then again, life is a dream. To everyone. We all control what happens...at least our decisions do. Everything I do effects everyone in some way or another, no matter how diluted the effect may be by the time it reaches someone in another country, another year.
Where am I?
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